RETURN?????

Hellooooo.......Anybody out there??? After a long void, I decided to give this another try. I haven't visited this blog in 3 months. It's been mostly avoidance. I didn't know what to say and I found it difficult to reread the previous postings. I've tried to keep myself busy this summer and concentrate on other things. One biggie is that I had my sister's children for 5 straight weeks. Nothing like having a 5 & 7 year old to take your mind off yourself and worry about important things like swimming lessons, meals, laundry, library activities, and settling sibling squabbles. It was fun to have them but at the same time it was really, really hard. I realized how much I appreciate my alone time. Admittedly, sometimes too much.

Now is the time to focus on other things. And it's the same old record: I NEED A JOB, I NEED A JOB, I NEED A JOB. If anyone out there reads this and needs an experienced, super-achieving, high- performing, outstanding and extremely humble and modest healthcare marketing/sales rep. contact me. Don't make me stand on a corner with a cardboard sign: WIDOWED, UNEMPLOYED, WILL WORK FOR FOOD,GAS, INSURANCE, SANITY AND NOT TO EMBARRASS MY KIDS. Has the message gotten across? I often wish that I had the kind of faith that other people seem to rely on and believe that things happen for a reason and to surrender to the powers of a higher being. I'm working on that.

If you notice, I didn't mention 'Ol Lar until now. I think about him daly and I talk to him nightly( he probably tunes me out-because he can). I know that he's not going to let me down and when the time is right, he will step up to the plate. Until then........pass on the Larry love.

Gail